Dying Again

Yesterday marked the 2 year anniversary of my Father’s death. It was also the night I chose to tell my Mom about my current symptoms. These include lower back pain, a lump in my lower left back, muscle twitches before sleep, and I swear to God I am losing my hair.

So here we are again, me and the brain clouds. I do believe this is something though. Something more than the usual, which is why I have a doctor’s appointment tomorrow morning. The pain in my back is rather serious and I can’t live with this kind of pain. It’s always the pain that gets me to the doctors. Anything else I live with.

So as of this moment I’m pretty sure I’m dying. It’s so wonderful living life thinking your impending doom is right around the corner. This time I just need to put on my big girl panties and get whatever this is taken care of. Auto pilot here I come.

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