My Own Personal Grey Gardens

I have always been of the opinion that those deemed crazy know a bit more about the secrets of life than those that take pride in their normalcy. We can all fall in love, buy a home, have kids, and retire to Naples. It’s the people who spend their lives in institutions that have always [...]

Thank You

It was interesting to see your true colors, even if it was odd to read words from you that I never thought would be said. You have always towered over me, represented the dark in me. Even when we first met we could see each other in the others eyes. You yearned for my kindness [...]

Death Wants More Death by Charles Bukowski

death wants more death, and its webs are full: I remember my father’s garage, how child-like I would brush the corpses of flies from the windows they thought were escape- their sticky, ugly, vibrant bodies shouting like dumb crazy dogs against the glass only to spin and flit in that second larger than hell or [...]

Protected: What’s the Point

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The research begins today

I’m terrified of death. I’m terrified of all the things that are associated with death. Car accidents, cancer, hospitals, just to name a few of the thousands. There are many therapists out there that will tell you that to conquer your fear you need to face it, submerge yourself in it. I have attended 7 [...]