I Miss Him

For the first time since his death I found myself truly missing my father. I was making dinner for my Mom today, something he did every day, when it happened. I was leaning on the kitchen counter, something he always did, and he came in to my mind. People always said my Dad and I [...]

Written for J: Apr 13, 2006

She is beautiful. Like shards of glass in the sand. The rays from the sunrise bask in her colors. With a complexity enriched by pain she continues to allude me. What was once will never be again. It’s easier for me. Less pressure to become who she sees in me. But the truth is that [...]

No Longer Being Accepted

My heart strangled my tongue
How could she do this
How could she become a stranger to me
And do it so damn well
I screamed on the inside
Through and out every single pore on my body
Fuck you I thought
I will show you that you didn’t mean a fucking thing
I’ll never forgive her
I’ll forever remember her
I will live past [...]

What could make things better?

Finding out I have a 9 millimeter kidney stone, getting a stint shoved up my lady town, and hoping I’m not too fat for the table so they can blow it up and get this fucker OUT OF ME!!!

WTF

I almost want to purchase this to hang from my kitchen ceiling. Shits and giggles all the way around!

I need to write this now because I seem to forget. I think most of us do. We lost another member of my family today. My Aunt. In less then a year I have lost my Father, my Grandmother, Uncle, and now my Aunt. Each time someone dies I believe we go into a state [...]

I’ve never been good with affection

A few moments ago I found myself sifting through TMZ.com. I wanted to throw up. I wanted to renounce my American citizenship. Instead I promised myself that I would read two Huffington Post articles to every one TMZ.com snip-it my eyes laid upon. Once again I lost the fight. Just like I have with smoking, [...]

TLL’s 2007 Lesbian blog of the year award

 It’s that time of year again. TLL is hosting the 2007 Lesbian blog of the year award. We are please to begin accepting nomination for this award until February 15th. At which time we will tally the nominations and vote on the top five nominated lesbian blogs. Before you submit your nomination please view the [...]

Smooth through you

You left and I found the monster within me
My pieces broken in smooth curves instead of jagged edges
There was reason
I was doomed to see how well they would fit
Punished should I touch even one of them
You took with you my judgment
Assuming I could ever know another human at all
It’s in your hands
My theories on life, [...]

A new look for The Lesbian Lifestyle (TLL)

As admin of The Lesbian Lifestyle blog I would just like to let all of you know that the new site is up. I’ve been working on the new site for about a month now. Doing my best to fumble through with the little html knowledge I do have. I was going for a clean [...]